must get rid of the bimbotic accent once i leave SFO.

MISS ME ANOTTTTTTT?
Still there in the US though.

proven that my english here sucks like hell.

like 'oh youre from singapore??'
and amanda & I will go "hahaha yea"
SO TYPICAL I KNOW BUT! im starting to become more bimbotic, the longer i stay here, the more bitchy and bimbotic i get. crap. i start to talk like one.

The weathers here is about 5-8degrees. The worst part is because i got myself a coach bag which cost nearly SGD500bucks and currently got like 3/4 of my money gone. Apparently, there isnt much to shop, here, but i do not know why my money is running out so quickly. My bag is full, my handcarrier bag is half full. so what do you think hur? not enouffffffffffffffffffffff moneyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....

Its 4am now and im still awake, amanda's fast asleep and she's always the first one waking up making all the sounds which pisses me off. HAHA <3

see see, im such a bimbo now, damn. even what i bought for an exchange gift with my girlfriends is very bimbotic too. ;o

i love you everyone, goodnight. \m/

Little Black Box of all the truth of about us.

Whatso everrrrrrr beautiful \m/

S > Blackberry Storm. Contact me by email ngjerfen@hotmail.com

One of the best weekends...

Catching up with my lovers, thats what we did till wee morning @ Joce's place.

ILUMA-Empire State thats where me and B had for lunch!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hated my meal, don't ask. too much mustard.

MY MARS BOY HAVE A NEW COOL HAIRRRRRR!

2 more weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekks!

Loan sharks.

Super dramatic.

DRAMATIC TILL CAN GO MAD.

I think i am a sadist. I just hurt people around me.
Cannot believe two of my classmate study nerds have twitter. Funny shit right!!

Yesterday it was one of the times where i walked home at night alone from school and then i spot police car........

My house area have a guy who borrowed money from a loanshark, therefore there are everyday harrasement. Policemen went rounding at my area. They even put in letter by the police like be their watch group and alert them whenever possible to see any suspiciously looking people who is loitering around, looking at their phones, a piece of small slips as they look for the address. Or even carrying paints that are splashed onto the gates and write O$P$.. Don't even know what does that means. They even don't let off cars parked nearby by scratching cars, breaking windows and puncturing tyres. My dad's friend had to move out for the time being because he was the neighbour of the house that had borrowed money from loan sharks. Stupid or what, borrow money from loan sharks.

So scary lohh.

Am I Thinking What You're Thinking?

Dessert wine is sooooooooo nice i tell you!!!





Why isit so that on all special occasions, I will be overseas? 1st Year, Christmas, New Year Eve, Valentine, Cny, and holidays!!! (Holidays are very special days)

My sister just returned from her trip to HK with her boyfriend. She bought for me bodyshop body butter for me :)

Anyway Friday was my last pyschology lesson which I am so cite about, will definetly miss my lecturer because he tells interesting things to us. Really interesting things, I swear. I heave a sigh of relief that all assignments are completed for that particular course. Such hectic 4 weeks! Went to meet my girls to celebrate Amanda's 19th @ Astons & Starbucks. She's such a lovely girl, just hope that his long time crush will be blown away so that he can see her.

Yesterday headed to Chinatown with my parents to get me another winter inner jacket and a really thick beanie for my upcoming trip to the US. After meet my sweetest cupcake for a lovely date! It was god damn sexyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!




I HAVE A BIG APPETITE. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAA..

SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS GOT DSLR :(

Its been a week since I had the time to update my space. Idiot Pyscology class, giving me no freedom. Today we celebrated Justin's belated birthday, he just need to hide his head under the table, because 10 of us were singing birthday song in Cafe Cartel @ IMM during our 3 hour break.

Woah, i have been a good girl this term, have not miss a single lesson yet eventhough some lessons were late. This morning even had mac breakfast drive through after getting permission from our lecturer to give us a break he said 20 minutes and we came back 30 minutes later.

Very much to offer, "i need to do the laundry soon"

Two days ago ive gone to the clinic to take the flu jab, the whole story was summarised on my facebook status previously -

"flu jab at the clinic where i almost had a nervous breakdown. It still hurts pretty badly. John heard my screams, whines and alot of 'no' from outside the doctor's room while eng held my hand and grab my head to calm me down, the doctor made me shout my name while injecting and made eng sing a song. now both of them cant stop making fun of me!!!!! It still hurts. Its been 7 years since my last jab."

OKAY LAUGH ALL YOU WANT SUCKERS!!!!!!!

Random talks.

Oh My god, I can feel my room floor vibrate.
My brother's suzuki swift is killer.
Can't beat me sister's bumble bee picanto which is only 1200cc.
And my dad's forever white mercedez, but yet the most comforting ride is always dad's.

It can give me leg massage. Just a waste of petrol only.

Today's Ikea food is like heaven. Especially the chicken wings when its hot!
The icecream is like d better version of Macdonalds 50cent icecream.

IM DYING TO SHOP. I HAVE SO MANY THINGS IN MIND TO BUY FOR MYSELF!!! CANNOT MUST TAHAN, ONLY CAN SHOP WHEN IM OVERSEAS.

My baby's first riding practical is today night!!!!



EH WHAT LAH SAMANTHA SEAH. CONVENIENT STORE WHERE GOT SELL BIKINIS ONE! HAHAHA I LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN I SAW FB.

I WANT I WANT (!?)

Oh no, i need to put on weight. i seriously need to eat junk food again.
BUT MY FACE IS SO FAT!!!!

I just realise my table have two calenders. What for, really. I hardly look at calendars only when i got something on like to note down like my tuition days. Next year i am pretty packed on schedule as i will be holding two tuition on hand thrice a week. I too have internship or In-House Project in the beginning semester of year 3 which is April. Therefore HOW SIAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

I picked my choice for internship > CMS > CASINO AT SENTOSA!
please please please i want to get in in in! The pay is thankgod good 500$ but its 8.30am-6pm/ who cares! i want to work rather then stay in school do IHP.

Can't believe i spend my day yesterday mapling.

Simply the best friday shoots ever.

Singapore are so racist, why is that so. Because easy as one two three, they dont like means dont like.

Spent my entire day from morning to night at town interviewing people and letting them stare at me and syu, having a chat with our pyscology teacher while he had his upsized value meal, while he made alot of points which is true about us, individually, scary but well, he is a professional pyscologist, what to do. Don't open your mouth he also knows.

Worst pick up line ever
ME- Hi may i know why are you staring at her(friend in a mask for project)?
MAN(NOT THAT ANGMOH IN THE PIC, THAT ANGMOH JUST CANT STOP TALKING)- OH NO IM NOT STARING AT HER, IM STARING AT YOU ALL THE WHILE, WHY NOT YOU TRY WEARING IT? LAUGHS.
ME- OHH, SORRY IM NOT WEARING IT. LAUGHS.
MAN- LAUGHS
ME- (Interviewing him)

Stupid only!!!!


My sweetheart, loverboy, came down from school to meet me in the evening(: and had a few small talks with J & A when they came, while waiting for that S who psed me for another man. I totally understand.

Yesterday i was so damn afraid to go home & sleep!!!!!!! Joce just told us three ghost story and the second one was like creeping me out the entire time including photo session time! its like this malay woman chasing after two army guys in the woods, CRAWLING ON FOURS! THAT IS WHAT I AM SO FUCKED UP ABOUT!!!!!!

No need watch ghost show i already scared.

Chicken backside, why i am i such a scarycat.

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! DUMB OR WHAT???? YOU DECIDE!!!

A beautiful woman walks into a doctors office and the doctor is awestruck. All his professionalism goes out the window. He tells her to take off her pants and he starts rubbing her thighs.
He says ‘Do you know what I am doing?’ She replies ‘Yes, checking for abnormalities.’ He tells her to take off her shirt and bra an...d he starts rubbing her breasts.
He says ‘Do you know what I am doing now?’ She replies ‘Yes, checking for lumps and cancer.’
Finally, he tells he takes off her panties, lays her on the table, gets on top of her, and starts having sex with her.
He says ‘Do you know what I am doing now?’ She replies ‘Yes, you're getting herpes. That's why I am here.’

Almost pee into my pants.

Monday evening, Facebook flooded with Goodwood Park super high end flea which only Jolene would be so interested in. John Eng and I couldnt take the super high pressured and eyes glaring at each of us like why people of our age are at this flea in this hotel's ballroom. Thankgod jo's a safe driver. Night caught MJ's movie, waste of my time, seriously!!!

Need to take the flu vaccine after i recover from my cough and cold. DONTCH YOU KNOW I AM AFRAID OF THAT TINY POKY SHINY THINGYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

December will be heading to SFO with Amanda. March will be heading to Wuhan for my study trip for 6 weeks. and maybe before exams in february cny will be heading to penang for visiting with my parents. Hectic in the coming fall.

TODAY SCARED LIKE SHITZ YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW HE KNOW ONLY. YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW, HAHAHAHAH!!!

:)

I NEED INSPIRATION.

MORE
MORE
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SOMEHOW SOMEWHAT INSANITY.

Soon will upload the rest @ fb, not now bitches!

Johor & ECP. funny or what. i think we all too free already.

Friday. Never in my life im gonna drive at night when its raining. I took an hour to drive all the way to east coast park because of the heavy rain of cats and dogs and heavy traffic. Took the wrong Expressway PIE(tuas) instead of PIE(Changi) after sending S home. Holy shit!! Thankgod i like driving at areas which are desserted. 110km/hr is my max for now slippery roads arent safe to drive.

Saturday was one of my best and one of the worst day. Dont want to talk about it. Need go repair my phone, dont talk to me about my nokia, i shall use my bb for now :( and im down with a flu.

Pyscology class super fun! NEXT FRIDAY IM GOING DOWN TO ORCHARD ROAD AND ACT LIKE STUPID PEOPLE WEARING A MASK WALK HERE AND THERE!!!!!!


So weak, hate my body, fuck my immunity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Many more things which are so prominent but i act as if nothing ever comes across my mind. I WANT A SMART BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Johor is not a place for me to hang out at.

Lousy skin = tan skin = bo bian because i dont like being fair.

Yayy!! Monday's gonna be a good good day... BECAUSE IT WILL BE MY LAST TIME SEEING THAT KID FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super excited to say goodbye and never see you again till next year. Hopefully he will mature and stop being like an idiotic kid who knows it all (vulgar things)

WHO WANNA WANNA WANNA GO TO THE NIGHT SAFARI THIS FRIDAY NIGHT OR SENTOSA ON FRIDAY NIGHT? LU LAO BO(ME) DRIVING!!!! SAM! I CAN GET THE CAR HEHEHEHEHHEHEHE!!!!!!! MEANING TWO MORE PEOPLE CAN SIT!!

My sister say go there also waste money, what for pay to scare yourself.

Today weather's sure is hot! 1hr of basking under the sun is enough for today. Got my new contacts! No more colour contacts!!! BECAUSE ITS TOO EXPENSIVE!!!!

IT HURTS TO USE NETS!

NB! I WANT TO GAIN WEIGHT AT OTHER AREAS RATHER THEN MY STOMACH!

Self pity, firstly, what i just wish to curse and shaft my third finger to anything that comes to my way but of course i thought carefully that it might be too vulgar as i am said to be like an introvert or some of my friends said i am an extrovert. It all depends on the environment i am in, socializing with different people. If you think i am an introvert, its all because i can't understand you and the level you speak to me ain't the same thinking dude!!! If you think otherwise, it is because i totally understand you and i am willing to share more to you because i don't feel stupid hanging around you. Cheers. End of topic. Now i know social influence is monkey see monkey do. Typical lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Oh yes, i was actually speaking about my bad day today and i went to in depth with all the pyscology crap. Okay, today was my miserable day, carried around with a heavy turtle bag, almost knocked down the entire shelf of bra's and thongs at Cotton On, late for class, miss my last bus 77 and waited like an idiot at the interchange while my boyfriend being a nice boy called to chat. Went to the ATM and no more money available!!!!!! Went to hunt for cabs that accept nets and cabbed home, role play to plan for next class. SOOO MANY THINGS IN MY HEAD!

At the Interchange:

ME: SHIT! I THINK NO MORE BUS ALREADY!!!!!!! HOW SIA!!!
JOCELYN: OH NO, HOW SIA? SHIT LEH MY BUS COME ALREADY!! HOW, I WAIT FOR YOU?
ME: NVM NVM! ITS OKAY!!!
JOCELYN: REALLY? I CAN WAIT!
ME: REALLY LAH, YOU GO FIRST! I WAIT FOR AWHILE IF NOT I CAB HOME!!
JOCELYN: YOU SURE AH? BUT YOU LOOK LIKE YOU GOING TO CRY LEH, HAHAHAHA!!!!
ME: SIAO! I NOT A KID ALREADY!
JOCELYN: OKAYYY LAH BYEEEE!!

20mins later, she called! (awwww so sweet!) but i was still outside! Trying to withdraw money when the freaking atm can't dispense cash anymore!!!!!!!

they should srsly put nets to every single taxis. SEE! what if such shit happens to you, atm cant dispense cash, and gotta use nets to pay for your cab fare?