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2010-05-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

Jolene poh, this is for you. okay updated!

2010-04-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

Still, I am going to say this because it is meant to share.

John finally sick! after everyone else fell sick he did not, so abit unfair right? hahahaha. He went for the drip and had 4 needles poking him. He was so afraid that he couldn't look. After he knew that the first one didnt had any blood coming out from his index finger for blood test, he complained like a woman. hahaha! funny not?

maybe you need to be here to know it.

not going to show my current hair state now in photo! Therefore photoes are shown before i dyed. hehehehe!

2010-04-06T10:03:00.004+08:00

I am so lazy to blog. 1 more week and finally i will fall on my knees and kiss Singapore ground. hah! bullshitting only lar, you want me to dirty my lips? heheheeehehehehehhehehehhehe.

Need to buy a chapalang bag already because my luaggge is full so is my another baggage i brought here for my shopping stuffs. And last weekend went to some green forest tour, we climbed like a mad group again, going through wet caves which are really cold and dark. And this freaking china guy kept on tugging me and sarah. Like practically say "Xiao mei, (and started a conversation)!" freak i couldnt understand then i could not be bothered so i just continue walking, fucking cheebye keep on touching my back keep on stalking! like got some motive. next, sarah shouted "JIANLAIIIIIIII!" hahaha a guy friend to help us.

nabei that china guy say "ni bu hui du su" just because I can't speak proper chinese. i just said fuck you. he laughed(?!) I thought fuck you is an international language, didnt he understand? Or maybe pointing middle finger would help. SHEEBYE!

Okay im going to get my hair done again and dyed to a darker colour alreadyyyyyyy. bth already, dyed my hair here once, i said i want dark brown end up its pretty bright.

PRESENTATION THURSDAY AND WALKTHROUGH TOMORROWWWWWW! TSK!

"I am a gypsy, are you coming with me"

I need strength.

2010-03-22T14:40:00.003+08:00

Sicked and went on own medication. why? because I am too afraid of needles. i rather risk my own health than have myself suffer with the poking of sharp objects. ee.

Stayed in the hostel alone for 2days. The rest were at Wudang mountain climbng for 3hours. Some gave up 1/3 of the journey. Some had asthma. Very few got up. Blessing in disguise that i was sick. Really. The bus ride was freaking 7-8hrs!

I am feeling much better now, so many gossips around about scandals and stuffs. & One by one people are entering the hospital for drips. For what? If no diarroeah, go drip for fuck?

A peek.

Pink on my ITunes stuck on replay.

2010-03-10T14:06:00.003+08:00

I just realized that i had brought a small luggage compared to everyone who came to China with me.

This isn't right. It should not be snowing and in a temperature that is unbearable walking out without multiple layers of clothes, gloves and a beanie on.

Bathing time! the water was warm, so i knew something ain't right. Quickly I washed my hair and the water became COLD! MOTHERFUCKING CCB! COLD WEATHER BATH IN ICE COLD WATER > NO WONDER I HAVE A LEAKING NOSE NOW!

everyday life here,
wake up
bath
on laptop
munch on "Wang Wang"
Surf Internet
Lunch
Work
TV Dramas
Work
Work
Work
Dinner
Work
Work
Work
Sleeeep

everything in moderation

2010-02-18T17:27:00.003+08:00

It's growing spider webs already.

shall lit it up with pictures and few words.

Okay i think its time that i will just off my computer and get to my work. I am suppose to start reading them today because tomorrow is just "no time no time no time"

Birthday celebrations at west coast park tomorrow night, before that need to head to school to get my China stuffs done like installing the internet to be used in China and Choosing of the IS module before China as well. My mother and sister is back! more ang pows in ringgit. More this sunday, teeheeheee.

(:

2010-02-04T15:08:00.003+08:00

Why is it so tough to not see the truth.

Theres always a saying that the blind sees the beautiful.

LOVE

2010-01-29T19:07:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday baby and happy 13th!!

chill yo?

2010-01-21T22:15:00.004+08:00

Scarred for life ..........

People are eating reptiles, its shown on Okto now. Scally reptiles. Disgusting like shit.

Managed to finish up what is needed to submit this week. Another 3 more assignment to go. Thankfully, its the weekend and i finally get to rest. Not much to rest because things are not done yet. Anyways its such a pain in the ass for some indian girl to stare at you. She looked as if her eyes were popping out as soon as she blink. Her disgusting eyeliner drawn below her eye were so thick as if its being used to drawn by a paint brush. or maybe using chinese brush that is used for caligraphies. She kept on talking so loudly as if the whole bus owes her something. You tell me is she irritating or not. A bitch that talks while you are on the bus trip for nearly an hour. Stressed. I stared at her, she stared at me for 1231241928401 seconds. Being uncivilised i know but i really wish i would start the fight with her that moment.

My momentum for patience is rocking.

2010-01-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

Gonna be a goner really soon, because i just can't drink well.

Woke up in the morning found myself in a pool of bloody stains seen below. Spoil everything. Only the tickling can stop all the pain. Mother and Father gave me a reward which motivates me to study better, but then again the reward is spent for the birthday chalet discussed. Okay the reward is money.

Bloody hell why didn't i achieved more As so i can get more reward. But pretty awesome news is that i got an A+, A, B and a freaking C+.

Seriously, time passes really quickly because i will be heading to Wuhan for 6weeks in March with John & Syu. I need to spend more time with my everyone. especially my b a b y !

Okay time to start on my soon to be due-ed assignment, followed up by other 3 more coming up :(

Two is better than one.

2010-01-04T18:36:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO COMPLAIN APPLE IS STUPID FOR NOT PRODUCING MORE IPHONES!
ITS OUT OF STOCK NOW !!!!!!! _|_

Probably post my trip pictures from SanFrans the next time i blog. This post is entirely in singapore :)

Flea at Singapore Flyer. Total failure, not that much crowd but i manage to earn back what i've paid to set up a store with friends. Camwhored like crazy bitches which made my day worth the heat that we all had to overcome.

And the day before i left sanfrans was the few hours i spent with Baby Boy.

FLEAAAAAAAAAAAA ON SUNDAYYYY.

CLASSIC I LIKE JOCE REACTION!!!

NIGHT BEFORE LEAVING TO SFO:

...............................

2010-01-02T20:42:00.003+08:00

Left my camera at Eng's place, so sorry, this leads to no photos of SFO.
AVARTAR ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..

Everythings worth the wildness
be it symphony or melody
everyone in my life will be treated with specialties

sorry for being afraid of the foreseen future which i confirm its not physical abuse anymore because you love me more than i love you.

TOMORROWS THE FLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
IT IS HELD AT SINGAPORE FLYER FROM 3-9pm!
FOR MORE INFORMATION, go to http://jocelyngisele.blogspot.com/
AND READDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD about the flea.

I am just so lazy to advertise it here.

must get rid of the bimbotic accent once i leave SFO.

2009-12-24T19:41:00.005+08:00

MISS ME ANOTTTTTTT?
Still there in the US though.

proven that my english here sucks like hell.

like 'oh youre from singapore??'
and amanda & I will go "hahaha yea"
SO TYPICAL I KNOW BUT! im starting to become more bimbotic, the longer i stay here, the more bitchy and bimbotic i get. crap. i start to talk like one.

The weathers here is about 5-8degrees. The worst part is because i got myself a coach bag which cost nearly SGD500bucks and currently got like 3/4 of my money gone. Apparently, there isnt much to shop, here, but i do not know why my money is running out so quickly. My bag is full, my handcarrier bag is half full. so what do you think hur? not enouffffffffffffffffffffff moneyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....

Its 4am now and im still awake, amanda's fast asleep and she's always the first one waking up making all the sounds which pisses me off. HAHA <3

see see, im such a bimbo now, damn. even what i bought for an exchange gift with my girlfriends is very bimbotic too. ;o

i love you everyone, goodnight. \m/

Little Black Box of all the truth of about us.

2009-12-09T13:34:00.001+08:00

Whatso everrrrrrr beautiful \m/

S > Blackberry Storm. Contact me by email ngjerfen@hotmail.com

One of the best weekends...

2009-12-01T15:28:00.005+08:00

Catching up with my lovers, thats what we did till wee morning @ Joce's place.

ILUMA-Empire State thats where me and B had for lunch!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hated my meal, don't ask. too much mustard.

MY MARS BOY HAVE A NEW COOL HAIRRRRRR!

2 more weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekks!

Loan sharks.

2009-11-25T20:40:00.004+08:00

Super dramatic.

DRAMATIC TILL CAN GO MAD.

I think i am a sadist. I just hurt people around me.
Cannot believe two of my classmate study nerds have twitter. Funny shit right!!

Yesterday it was one of the times where i walked home at night alone from school and then i spot police car........

My house area have a guy who borrowed money from a loanshark, therefore there are everyday harrasement. Policemen went rounding at my area. They even put in letter by the police like be their watch group and alert them whenever possible to see any suspiciously looking people who is loitering around, looking at their phones, a piece of small slips as they look for the address. Or even carrying paints that are splashed onto the gates and write O$P$.. Don't even know what does that means. They even don't let off cars parked nearby by scratching cars, breaking windows and puncturing tyres. My dad's friend had to move out for the time being because he was the neighbour of the house that had borrowed money from loan sharks. Stupid or what, borrow money from loan sharks.

So scary lohh.

Am I Thinking What You're Thinking?

2009-11-22T17:08:00.005+08:00

Dessert wine is sooooooooo nice i tell you!!!

Why isit so that on all special occasions, I will be overseas? 1st Year, Christmas, New Year Eve, Valentine, Cny, and holidays!!! (Holidays are very special days)

My sister just returned from her trip to HK with her boyfriend. She bought for me bodyshop body butter for me :)

Anyway Friday was my last pyschology lesson which I am so cite about, will definetly miss my lecturer because he tells interesting things to us. Really interesting things, I swear. I heave a sigh of relief that all assignments are completed for that particular course. Such hectic 4 weeks! Went to meet my girls to celebrate Amanda's 19th @ Astons & Starbucks. She's such a lovely girl, just hope that his long time crush will be blown away so that he can see her.

Yesterday headed to Chinatown with my parents to get me another winter inner jacket and a really thick beanie for my upcoming trip to the US. After meet my sweetest cupcake for a lovely date! It was god damn sexyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

I HAVE A BIG APPETITE. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAA..

SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS GOT DSLR :(

2009-11-18T14:37:00.002+08:00

Its been a week since I had the time to update my space. Idiot Pyscology class, giving me no freedom. Today we celebrated Justin's belated birthday, he just need to hide his head under the table, because 10 of us were singing birthday song in Cafe Cartel @ IMM during our 3 hour break.

Woah, i have been a good girl this term, have not miss a single lesson yet eventhough some lessons were late. This morning even had mac breakfast drive through after getting permission from our lecturer to give us a break he said 20 minutes and we came back 30 minutes later.

Very much to offer, "i need to do the laundry soon"

Two days ago ive gone to the clinic to take the flu jab, the whole story was summarised on my facebook status previously -

"flu jab at the clinic where i almost had a nervous breakdown. It still hurts pretty badly. John heard my screams, whines and alot of 'no' from outside the doctor's room while eng held my hand and grab my head to calm me down, the doctor made me shout my name while injecting and made eng sing a song. now both of them cant stop making fun of me!!!!! It still hurts. Its been 7 years since my last jab."

OKAY LAUGH ALL YOU WANT SUCKERS!!!!!!!

Random talks.

2009-11-11T20:22:00.006+08:00

Oh My god, I can feel my room floor vibrate.
My brother's suzuki swift is killer.
Can't beat me sister's bumble bee picanto which is only 1200cc.
And my dad's forever white mercedez, but yet the most comforting ride is always dad's.

It can give me leg massage. Just a waste of petrol only.

Today's Ikea food is like heaven. Especially the chicken wings when its hot!
The icecream is like d better version of Macdonalds 50cent icecream.

IM DYING TO SHOP. I HAVE SO MANY THINGS IN MIND TO BUY FOR MYSELF!!! CANNOT MUST TAHAN, ONLY CAN SHOP WHEN IM OVERSEAS.

My baby's first riding practical is today night!!!!

EH WHAT LAH SAMANTHA SEAH. CONVENIENT STORE WHERE GOT SELL BIKINIS ONE! HAHAHA I LAUGHED SO HARD WHEN I SAW FB.

I WANT I WANT (!?)

2009-11-10T19:26:00.004+08:00

Oh no, i need to put on weight. i seriously need to eat junk food again.
BUT MY FACE IS SO FAT!!!!

I just realise my table have two calenders. What for, really. I hardly look at calendars only when i got something on like to note down like my tuition days. Next year i am pretty packed on schedule as i will be holding two tuition on hand thrice a week. I too have internship or In-House Project in the beginning semester of year 3 which is April. Therefore HOW SIAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

I picked my choice for internship > CMS > CASINO AT SENTOSA!
please please please i want to get in in in! The pay is thankgod good 500$ but its 8.30am-6pm/ who cares! i want to work rather then stay in school do IHP.

Can't believe i spend my day yesterday mapling.

Simply the best friday shoots ever.

2009-11-07T14:54:00.004+08:00

Singapore are so racist, why is that so. Because easy as one two three, they dont like means dont like.

Spent my entire day from morning to night at town interviewing people and letting them stare at me and syu, having a chat with our pyscology teacher while he had his upsized value meal, while he made alot of points which is true about us, individually, scary but well, he is a professional pyscologist, what to do. Don't open your mouth he also knows.

Worst pick up line ever
ME- Hi may i know why are you staring at her(friend in a mask for project)?
MAN(NOT THAT ANGMOH IN THE PIC, THAT ANGMOH JUST CANT STOP TALKING)- OH NO IM NOT STARING AT HER, IM STARING AT YOU ALL THE WHILE, WHY NOT YOU TRY WEARING IT? LAUGHS.
ME- OHH, SORRY IM NOT WEARING IT. LAUGHS.
MAN- LAUGHS
ME- (Interviewing him)

Stupid only!!!!

My sweetheart, loverboy, came down from school to meet me in the evening(: and had a few small talks with J & A when they came, while waiting for that S who psed me for another man. I totally understand.

Yesterday i was so damn afraid to go home & sleep!!!!!!! Joce just told us three ghost story and the second one was like creeping me out the entire time including photo session time! its like this malay woman chasing after two army guys in the woods, CRAWLING ON FOURS! THAT IS WHAT I AM SO FUCKED UP ABOUT!!!!!!

No need watch ghost show i already scared.

Chicken backside, why i am i such a scarycat.

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! DUMB OR WHAT???? YOU DECIDE!!!

2009-11-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

A beautiful woman walks into a doctors office and the doctor is awestruck. All his professionalism goes out the window. He tells her to take off her pants and he starts rubbing her thighs.
He says ‘Do you know what I am doing?’ She replies ‘Yes, checking for abnormalities.’ He tells her to take off her shirt and bra an...d he starts rubbing her breasts.
He says ‘Do you know what I am doing now?’ She replies ‘Yes, checking for lumps and cancer.’
Finally, he tells he takes off her panties, lays her on the table, gets on top of her, and starts having sex with her.
He says ‘Do you know what I am doing now?’ She replies ‘Yes, you're getting herpes. That's why I am here.’

Almost pee into my pants.

2009-11-04T20:52:00.003+08:00

Monday evening, Facebook flooded with Goodwood Park super high end flea which only Jolene would be so interested in. John Eng and I couldnt take the super high pressured and eyes glaring at each of us like why people of our age are at this flea in this hotel's ballroom. Thankgod jo's a safe driver. Night caught MJ's movie, waste of my time, seriously!!!

Need to take the flu vaccine after i recover from my cough and cold. DONTCH YOU KNOW I AM AFRAID OF THAT TINY POKY SHINY THINGYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

December will be heading to SFO with Amanda. March will be heading to Wuhan for my study trip for 6 weeks. and maybe before exams in february cny will be heading to penang for visiting with my parents. Hectic in the coming fall.

TODAY SCARED LIKE SHITZ YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW HE KNOW ONLY. YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW, HAHAHAHAH!!!

:)

2009-11-04T14:42:00.003+08:00

I NEED INSPIRATION.

MORE
MORE
MORE
MORE
MORE.

SOMEHOW SOMEWHAT INSANITY.

2009-11-01T13:46:00.003+08:00

Soon will upload the rest @ fb, not now bitches!

Johor & ECP. funny or what. i think we all too free already.

Friday. Never in my life im gonna drive at night when its raining. I took an hour to drive all the way to east coast park because of the heavy rain of cats and dogs and heavy traffic. Took the wrong Expressway PIE(tuas) instead of PIE(Changi) after sending S home. Holy shit!! Thankgod i like driving at areas which are desserted. 110km/hr is my max for now slippery roads arent safe to drive.

Saturday was one of my best and one of the worst day. Dont want to talk about it. Need go repair my phone, dont talk to me about my nokia, i shall use my bb for now :( and im down with a flu.

Pyscology class super fun! NEXT FRIDAY IM GOING DOWN TO ORCHARD ROAD AND ACT LIKE STUPID PEOPLE WEARING A MASK WALK HERE AND THERE!!!!!!

So weak, hate my body, fuck my immunity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-29T12:57:00.002+08:00

Many more things which are so prominent but i act as if nothing ever comes across my mind. I WANT A SMART BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Johor is not a place for me to hang out at.

Lousy skin = tan skin = bo bian because i dont like being fair.

2009-10-25T20:20:00.002+08:00

Yayy!! Monday's gonna be a good good day... BECAUSE IT WILL BE MY LAST TIME SEEING THAT KID FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super excited to say goodbye and never see you again till next year. Hopefully he will mature and stop being like an idiotic kid who knows it all (vulgar things)

WHO WANNA WANNA WANNA GO TO THE NIGHT SAFARI THIS FRIDAY NIGHT OR SENTOSA ON FRIDAY NIGHT? LU LAO BO(ME) DRIVING!!!! SAM! I CAN GET THE CAR HEHEHEHEHHEHEHE!!!!!!! MEANING TWO MORE PEOPLE CAN SIT!!

My sister say go there also waste money, what for pay to scare yourself.

Today weather's sure is hot! 1hr of basking under the sun is enough for today. Got my new contacts! No more colour contacts!!! BECAUSE ITS TOO EXPENSIVE!!!!

IT HURTS TO USE NETS!

2009-10-24T00:10:00.002+08:00

NB! I WANT TO GAIN WEIGHT AT OTHER AREAS RATHER THEN MY STOMACH!

Self pity, firstly, what i just wish to curse and shaft my third finger to anything that comes to my way but of course i thought carefully that it might be too vulgar as i am said to be like an introvert or some of my friends said i am an extrovert. It all depends on the environment i am in, socializing with different people. If you think i am an introvert, its all because i can't understand you and the level you speak to me ain't the same thinking dude!!! If you think otherwise, it is because i totally understand you and i am willing to share more to you because i don't feel stupid hanging around you. Cheers. End of topic. Now i know social influence is monkey see monkey do. Typical lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Oh yes, i was actually speaking about my bad day today and i went to in depth with all the pyscology crap. Okay, today was my miserable day, carried around with a heavy turtle bag, almost knocked down the entire shelf of bra's and thongs at Cotton On, late for class, miss my last bus 77 and waited like an idiot at the interchange while my boyfriend being a nice boy called to chat. Went to the ATM and no more money available!!!!!! Went to hunt for cabs that accept nets and cabbed home, role play to plan for next class. SOOO MANY THINGS IN MY HEAD!

At the Interchange:

ME: SHIT! I THINK NO MORE BUS ALREADY!!!!!!! HOW SIA!!!
JOCELYN: OH NO, HOW SIA? SHIT LEH MY BUS COME ALREADY!! HOW, I WAIT FOR YOU?
ME: NVM NVM! ITS OKAY!!!
JOCELYN: REALLY? I CAN WAIT!
ME: REALLY LAH, YOU GO FIRST! I WAIT FOR AWHILE IF NOT I CAB HOME!!
JOCELYN: YOU SURE AH? BUT YOU LOOK LIKE YOU GOING TO CRY LEH, HAHAHAHA!!!!
ME: SIAO! I NOT A KID ALREADY!
JOCELYN: OKAYYY LAH BYEEEE!!

20mins later, she called! (awwww so sweet!) but i was still outside! Trying to withdraw money when the freaking atm can't dispense cash anymore!!!!!!!

they should srsly put nets to every single taxis. SEE! what if such shit happens to you, atm cant dispense cash, and gotta use nets to pay for your cab fare?

2009-10-21T21:21:00.004+08:00

Being the smallest in the entire household, sometimes it gets really tiring to just been seen as the weakest in all, be it health or studies & money issues. I was belittled. I was being encouraged by many to go to the next Wuhan study week for 6weeks at beginning of March till mid april and part with all of my love one just to have an experience about their diarroeh issues and their not so spendthrift idea. Will think about it carefully, how to not see my dear ones for 6weeks. Staying in that pathetic hostel with a hole to shit,pee,bath all at once in the same cubicle. Clothes are to be handwashed and no ironing which is thankgod because i have never in my entire 19years of life span did i touch an ironing board.

Advantages: Skip a core module and one IS module, tempting shit right?

I wish that i could have a pink or red car or a sleek black/white, fast in a way for my own, by that i could increase my confidence on the road as i will just dash out without thinking about the routes first which i have to because i dont know my way around singapore by looking at the signs. I think public transport is easier but in a way more appealing and cooler and faster is of course a car!

My cornea is getting worst, degree had reached a new height/level. Again i need money for my new contacts. I wear expensive contacts if you must know. $40/mth.

Just dugged into my hardly any savings left account to get myself a new shoe. Why issit so hard not to spend on yourself before you leave for a better country to shop where you know you can just say to your other travelling partner "Buy Only!!" HAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!

Just feel like sunbathing this weekend. anyone?

Bad day Bad Time Bad Life. Fml.

2009-10-14T13:08:00.004+08:00

Bought a 4GB Thumbdrive for nothing, which the lie i had made up but its alright because i earned an extra 30bucks into my pocket. Baby boy had his day buy buying the new Psp go, fucking small and nice, so much better then the older version. got lost by finding the stupid tau huay shop around laselle, took the longer route though! Now being an ass, i got neither a surprise nor a special gift to think to give due to the limit amount of money i gotta spent on exchanging to us currency. bad timing.

On a sunday afternoon, had tea meetups just like 'taitais'. Sat at Tea Party along upper bukit timah route near 6th Ave and got into the chatterbox mood till evening and then headed down to faceshop at Imm and splurge and shop even at guardians/watson ;)

USD DROP U ASS! give me at least a 1.35!!!!!!!!!!

We are golden.

2009-10-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus, running around like a clown on purpose. Who gives a damn about the family you come from? No givin up when you’re young and you want some.

Waking up in the midday sun. What’s to live for? You could see what I’ve done. Staring at emotion
In the light of day, I was running from the things that you’d say.

Now I’m sitting alone. I’m finally looking around. Left here on my own. I’m gonna hurt myself Maybe losing my mind. I’m still wondering why. Had to let the world, let it bleed me dry.

yea who gives a damn about all these!!! Been giving up my sleep for some night activities. last week of school holidays which i hate to see whats coming up, challenges to overcome. what is just getting me going till the end of the year are just a few things ....... the freaking song is in my head (repeat x10000000000000000000) , the next holiday to San Fransico finally booked successfully, hopefully to spend time with my baby after i am back. it sucks to leave you behind, and i feel so terribly bad that i will not come back for our 1 year anniversary!!!

number 1. save money like i am going to buy a house at the end of the year!
number 2. reset background for bb!

JOCELYN SAM! THIS WEEK WANNA WALA WALA AGAIN? HAHAHAHA!

dont see you.

Thoughts of the night that goes till morning.

2009-10-05T01:29:00.005+08:00

this is why they are so dear to me, no awkwardness.

Just a substitute? Keep memories so closely to yourself even i feel that i am just one of those few. "__ & I" folder which one of my bestie just mentioned earlier on and how can i not realised it when its in my harddisk all along, well I don't ogle into people's privacy unless i feel its a need to. I think i don't have one. I feel so insecure right now, what the fuck. One of the Bestie - dont worry, its not your fault for telling me that, because i just got so damn pist that i felt like a substitute because i was once one. Like your kiddo who you think might take you as a substitute or maybe that kiddo dont want her then go for you instead. i know that feel. it sucks.

oh dear.

i want to get away from this little island into a far away place!

Finally its happening so soon this dec.

All these is NOT about me!

2009-10-01T13:50:00.003+08:00

Getting free drinks out of no where, a privellged to all girls but not for the boyfriends. tomorrow there wont be any, i promise. Much to be forgiven yet not being told to.

It seems with me ....

i have yet to choose my IS Modules. Alright decided on one but not yet the second. Life is so boring, yet sometimes thrilling. Hearing stories of couples being broken up again and again, i just endure my paranoid moments to keep it lasting. Moments to be kept alive, i wish it to be continued.

sometimes love cannot be patched back even though he seemed to love her even more after her grave mistakes she had done to him. i feel pathetic for him and another moment, i wanna pat on his shoulder to say "just let go".

"infront of others, i am nothing"

I am more on twitter then blogger.

2009-09-29T13:54:00.002+08:00

GOSH! I think all of us except amanda are on twitter! we even discussed outings on twitter. I woke up at 8.45am to wait for my dad's deliveryman to pass the paper to him as my parents arent in, ended up i waited and waited and waited till 10.40am, i complained to my dad and he called the guy. HE FUCKING SAID HE WAS BUSY! HELLO? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT GUY NOT CALLING AND SAY HE IS TOO BUSY TO COME RATHER THEN LET THIS POOR GIRL(ME) TO HAVE SO LITTLE SLEEP AND WAIT FOR FREAKING 2 HOURS! OH GOD DAMN, I JUST HOPE YOUR LITTLE DICK WOULD BE CUT OFF AND FRIED AND BEING FED TO THE WILD DOGS, ASSHOLE!

ROCK ON BABY!

Tragedy in future, i forsee.

2009-09-19T16:52:00.003+08:00

Supper ystd night at Lau Pa Sa with my two lovelies & ken. The food was really good especially the sea hums which we all loved. Legendary as it is, very much the same as other sea hums but that night sea hums were damn god good! Still deciding on where to have our supper after picking Sam up from work @9, and ending up having suggestions such as Changi. I want to go and eat again. We should do this more often guys! (L)

Next time we should bring Joce go when she's free!!

Sinful, ate such unhealthy food and my next meal was Nasi Lemak.

Look the F1 route is up!! It was really bright.

We forgot about the plates lol!

more @ fb!

Sorry i dare not tell.

2009-09-13T14:38:00.006+08:00

Timber was full so went to Yellow Jello retro bar @ clark quey.

First time saw how i used to react when i first went to The Arena as it happened to amanda yesterday. She puked! Me and S got to cabbed her home & her dog kept on barking! Amanda! i think its your milo that got my stomach to be upset :(

sheesh! I banged onto the fan while rushing to the toilet!
it proves that the alcohol just took place too slowly. i was fine 1 hour back!

srsly i hate midnight charges.

Once a Saturday night was to drink.

Before was a tanning session and hell lots of fun with b.

Trouble.

2009-09-07T23:33:00.005+08:00

My dad calls and says "Jerfen uh! go get your own dinner!" -why? "Because i accidentally burnt the duck!" -Stupid, HA!

see, look what had happened without my mother for a day lol!

(when I got home, my whole house practically stunk of burnt duck!)

Dumb-di-dumb, look! you got back your phone hun(:

"A gush of anticipation made my day hunger with greed because.. "

i want wed/thur to come as quickly as possible.
The first year anniversary would be so perfectly planned.
i want to get new shoes that looked just like my blue one i got.
i want new bags which those i used a few times might have gone mouldy as its left abandon.
i want to faster get back my result & quit worrying how many Aes to get money.
in exchange, my boyfriend will get things for me when he goes to Thailand with his friends & i get him some things when i go to the US with my friends next long holiday!
i want to win a car, its the best damn thing i would ever expect ( no offence boyfriend heh(: )
to kick the ass of the little primary 2 rascal who really have many tricks up his sleeves and felt really great for not seeing him this week as that little creature went to msia hehehe..
Last but not least, wished my girlfriend, S.S, would had a great time for her soontobe19 birthday! Cheers.

Burn the house down you idiot.

2009-09-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

Pretty much busy this few weeks! YES! tuition free next week! That kid going to Malaysia. stupid country, not racist but malaysia, come on, i have been there for more then 10times!You know what? i have been craving badly for hand made ribena at any hawker or food court but sadly at woodlands, they cheat my feeling by having the same colour as ribena, black current! It totally tasted like that kind of black current vitamin C dissolved in water. Eww.Wooooo, my ezink card amount had been decreasing spontaneously and fast. Everyday without fail i would tap it. Cant wait for tennis session with my usual khakis & upcoming events. How about a stroll at the beach after supper or maybe a swim in the naked lake near the bushes while stripping with eyes closed. kewl! Even better with some music by the ears and hanky panky which after brings laughter and joy to each faces. Tagging along at the supermarket, getting groceries, preparing a huge amount of snackaroos for munching throughout the night. I must not miss my 10oclock show, it would be so sinful to not catch it, and feel the itch inside wanting to know what happens while i wasnt glued on the television set. I need to clear my wardrobe, many which has gone out of fashion are not wearable now. Going all to salvation, saving those who are in africa? god, i think i just thought of being a good person doing a good deed, does africa have cold weather? what about shifting part of my wardrobe which has jacket that i will never ever wear to the salvation army because i just love my current that kept me warm. Build up immune system to get going down the future, my dream, walk in the aisle with the perfect dream dress, creamy colour satin dress with embroidery at the corners & a long dark silvery brown/grey ribbon tied at the high waist just below the boob. Especially having the ribbon ends flowing down the back of my wedding gown. Guessed you would have a good view. I will be smart this time. Grow up NJF.

xoxo you know i love you! :>

An eye for an eye.

2009-09-01T14:15:00.005+08:00

Crap just wanted to use blogger upload just so it would be more convenient for me to finish up my Pysch series on my laptop but ending up blogger being a bitch. So have to use photobucket that again made this blur pictures so huge :) sorry but im just too lazy to resize. Anyway, can you hear my complains again? i got tuition again later :(

sydney! Wished the days when i was just as young as a toddler where my entire family goes for vacations to many parts of the country and accepting the fact that we didnt go to the US nor the Europe region together. US, both my mom&sis did went recently without the rest of us. But hack! i am going to US with two other buddies next long vacation. Now adays, yearly, my parents without fail having me and only occasionally with my sister &brother tagging along. Okay maybe my brother stopped after i turned 10. which is he's 20? okay army year i guess. After that, how i wished even my brother would fly in the planes with me and not only the usual 4 in the family.

Australia,China(many many parts),Taiwan,HK,Macau,ZhuHai,Thailand,Japan,Korea,Malaysia.. name it all and i am sick going to such places. I WANT EUROPE or maybe the antarctica?

Appreciation thats what i meant, the key, sometimes to learn how to let go and be it selfish. Thats love. Traumatizing in a manner where i can stand and watch but not do anything. How i wish you could do that to me and then i could just break down and have a reason to shout and scream infront of your face. But nevertheless, i do sometimes judge people by its cover. But now i have learnt to close an eye because i too will have my side of the fun at US leaving you alone but of course you have youre fun when i am away. Giving you the green light to do whatever you want be it anything horrendous, i think im such a nice person. hahaha! Love.

i thought its over.

2009-08-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

I am only good at that. -selfish.

warn me before you get a headstart on your activities.
before i flare up after hoping to spend time after 2 long weeks.

hibernating like a snow rabbit.

2009-08-21T12:48:00.001+08:00

Sorry people but nevertheless exams are nearing, therefore time to go into a hibernation mode, thats why i have not been updating this space. But i did update twitter once in a while because its not as troublesome as blogger as you need to type in alot to make the post look more better. lol. so seeyou guys, and may all the luck be with you when its your turn to have the exams! cheers.

So hooo lala! I must not be so lucky.

2009-08-15T12:58:00.004+08:00

I have a really pathetic tweeter that has only 5 followers currently. oh well never mind about that!

Exams are approximately about a week's time. Time to get my notes dugged up and go into a hibernation mode. Shutting of bedroom door and with snacks scattered around my bed aimlessly staring at me, trying to hypnotize so it can be eaten quickly by the owner which is me! Playing with my blackberry storm which cost nearly a huge hole in my wallet. But till now, i am still as relax as ever. Yet again, never mind about that, i will start like now! because my accounting paper was just in a mess for the entire question 2 which cost 30marks. So bye bye to my A.

Why is my sister taking such a long time getting the Daily Scoops ice cream for me! :< Dont tell me the milk in the ice cream you got to own self milk from cows. haha just a joke!! Lucky i dont get sick by eating alcoholic ice cream. Which now i am afraid, am i just growing fatter...

Girl turning 19!

2009-08-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

Went to joce & luke's birthday party ystd!!

Happy 19th Birthday Jocelyn!! babe, hope you love our presents. But i know you just love luke's present the most :B

after her party went to catch midnight show GI-Joe with everyone. Okay only lah the show, why is everyone saying that it is really amazing? maybe only the parts where the million dollar suit where they can do anything with it. hate the talking part. but the girl Anna is HOT LIKE A BITCH! before that movie, think i love playing the 0-20 game with amanda jenn! freaking funny lah those two!

Today there i go out again, so tired. need to study tmr! need mood.

Mini post because i am waiting for two girls to be at my place!

2009-08-08T12:13:00.000+08:00

Late? ask alvin to drive, the way he drive at expressway and small winding roads, you will get high! 120km/hr and above at the odometer with the perfect cutting of each lanes.. either from the first lane to the last lane. He just seem so impatient that we went from woodland to hougang in 15minutes & hougang back to school in another 15minutes.

still in shock!

Later will be driving to Joce's Party & to fetch me boy from woodland back and fro. hack on petrol because!!!!! MY SISTER'S AT A CHALET ^^

POA

2009-08-05T20:46:00.001+08:00

Perspiring while doing my accounting homework, its true i am perspiring, damn during secondary, i did like the same type of question in like within 10minustes, now it took me a freaking 1 and 1/2 hr to complete while refering to slides because i completely gave a damn during lesson. Though i learnt it before but! nevertheless, i gave most of the behind chapters back to my secondary sch teacher, ms yeng.

you sneaky boy, sneaked something into my bag. if i never thought of using my laptop, i wouldt not know it till the next day or so. thanks baby!

i crave for potato chip badly but without the permission granted, i will long for it.Imagine myself eating one packet of chip and the next day i wasn't feeling as good as new.

Cant wait for my girlfriend's birthday party on sat! Gonna be a good friend to help out. hehehehe!

For the past 3 days, i had been sleeping early or taking naps which lasted for 2hrs! I feel so lethargic after school and still need to give tuition twice a week. But yesterday was pretty fun! i realised you cant rely on a GPS system to gide you around singapore. Sitting at the front of friend's car, he drove from vivo to marina just to have soul garden. and excitedly or not, we did a few rounds because we followed the GPS system blindly. 4hrs of break is shiok!

FUCK why am i in blogger! GRRRRRRRRR need to get back to POA!

I need more sleep! pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasee.

paiseh, not doing POA anymore,HANDS UP > I SURRENDER > I CAN NEVER BE SMART > BUT I CAN TRY TO BE A VERY GOOD GIRL :D

Bye free weekends!

2009-07-30T21:04:00.004+08:00

Hehehehehhehehehehehe!! soon to be someone's bday else next week!!

So much to do yet so little time, shit yo!

Had been a sick pig for a week. All were shock to see the amount of medicine taken and John all couldnt take it but to see and laugh till they drop hard on the way i took those medicine. It seem that 'those' were about to take my life.

Lucky my ezlink is topped up to 50 again, another weekend to be spoilt in school, lover and tuition. Hate this kids these days, naughty like fuck!

My brother loves the dessert me, A & S made ^^v

So little days left, presentations are mostly done leaving one last one. To another step of a new beginning which would be a mugger for my exams. damn. i took 2 hour to complete one question of accounting during class. Reason > flipping through previous exercises because i dont have a clue!

Weakling.

2009-07-26T12:05:00.000+08:00

A RATHER SWALLOW AN ICE WHICH MELTS FASTER RATHER THEN TO SWALLOW DOWN A TABLET WHICH I JOLLY WELL KNOW I CAN'T, WHEN I INSIST THAT I SWALLOW HALF OF IT, THAT PARTICULAR PILL JUST GOT STUCKED RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY THROAT, SLIDING DOWN MOTIONLESSLY TO MY CHEST WHICH GAVE A HORRIBLE TIGHTNESS FEELING FOR ALREADY AN HOUR. FUCK. I NEED TO BREATHE PROPERLY! SICK FOR 3 DAYS. WHAT PEOPLE ARE AFRAID OFF, I AM TOO. FLU.

Wasnt able to go to school on Friday to give a presentation for my I&E. stucked in my god damn room with little air ventilation. Try that never to step out of your room and your own mother comes in with a mask on her face to bring me food. i am not a suspected case of h1n1, but i am treated like one at home. dumb fuck. i need to get out of my room soon but i am just too weak says my stomach.

Jealousy for those who can drink till they get really bad hangover when they can recover so fast. I know my stomach is too weak for such things. Jealous of people who can eat junkfood that will never get sick. Just a hinch of hard liqour will make my stomach churn like mad and it will make me entirly living in hell by taking medication for serveral days. i swear not to drink because i know how it feels like to get sick all over again. i am not a normal person who just get sick and fullstop. My kind of sickness and pain, noone will ever know. I dont wish to go to the hospital on a drip again. i dont like it at all >:(

i always think i can be a normal person but my mom always reminds me i am the person who has a really low immune system who must be well taken care off and be a healthy person.

How i wish everything will be just fine without any lies.

2009-07-19T19:22:00.006+08:00

A Baboon's Tumour !!

check out my facebook album, theres one picture that shows the ostrich special moment of the dick sticking out shitting! Fuck shit, it had a huge dick! i swear! All of us saw it and was pretty amazed!

Wahlau! alvin's one is bigger and more spacious.

Alvin & I decided to take our the other half out for Zoo @ Mandai on Saturday! like finally i know how to drive to the zoo! yay! After we all drove to Turf City for Steamboat!! Damn it was tiring to walk everywhere in the zoo! On the road if you see a yellow picanto following another KIA car closely, you would have seen us! & seeing the other two fighting for my laptop to Fish a fish @ my rm, enghui & i had a free entertainment. ^^

Friday too met up with the girls at Ngee Ann and headed to the games room @ lib to laugh like mad. of course we played till we almost forget our dinner!! >:O

Sorry S! The weather aint good! Really sorry, will make it up to you soon!!

<:B

Regain of my social lifecycle.

2009-07-15T11:08:00.002+08:00

Fish a Fish, my baby just bought a set of bikini for me in fb! KOOL!

My tuition kid ended up sick so i didnt go for tuition ystd! During our 2hr lunch, we all went to bugis to eat! pack like shit but were very delighted by the variety of road side food. They are just heavenly delicious. Anyway soon will be meeting all sorts of people around the social cycle to catch up. Loving it or what! At night excited or what, my 2 other girls are coming down to Ngee Ann for dinner with me and A. shiok! save on transport!!

time to plan ahead people! i shall go let my hair down with noone to bother about me this weekend! Need to plan a date with my fellow friends from sec sch as well!

Never stopping for a rest.

2009-07-12T19:47:00.003+08:00

Friday was a total letdown, it poured just after 20 minutes in the pool. I was enjoying the pool with no one except my baby. & then we left sitting waiting for the rain to end, but nevertheless, it didnt. BUT after we showered. it ended! >:(

No rest at all, i am so pist. Saturday had to be in school to meet my group members to rush some report, after that even had to head down to the Yew Tee CC for the final preparation.

This morning came early to prepare, another letdown. Dont wish to say. I would say a near failure but a scrape through pass. Anyway will post some pictures soon on the event till i get my hands on those hundreds of photoes. I thank my precious friends who supported my event! i love you guys to the max!!!

Went with them to Safra @ JP for a swim. Tired! after still need to go to the Thai restaurant with my family for dinner! Guess i will be heading to bed early. GOODBYE!

Never wait for people who wishes to dye hair! unless you are doing it with the people. ^^V

Another extra 1xx

2009-07-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

Ice Age3 was good, watched it after school before heading to the CC again last someday which i couldnt rmb, i think it was a tuesday? , wahlau, thinking that the CC is where i head most of the time, should i just call it my second home for that moment till the event ends this Sunday.

Anyway went to town ystd, nothing much only got something from my b! thankyou sexy!

I AM GOING TO TEACH A P2 STUDENT ENGLISH & MATHEMATICS STARTING FROM NEXT WEEK! TWICE A WEEK AFTER SCHOOL!! HOLY SHIT, I HOPE THERES ENOUGH TIME TO RUSH PROJECTS!& HOLY SHIT I NEED TO READ UP ON PRIMARY SCHOOL'S MATHEMATICS. MY MIND IS SIMPLY BLANK, I CANT REMEMBER DOING PRIMARY SCHOOL WORK WHEN I USE TO DO BADLY IN PRIMARY SCHOOL! NEED MORE TIME TO READ! SHIT! TOMORROW SHALL CAMP AT THE POPULAR & BROWSE THROUGH BOOKS!DONT BOTHER BOUT HOW MUCH I EARN, IT SUCKS BECAUSE IT'S PRIMARY SCHOOL STUDENT AND MOREOVER, I AM JUST A POLY STUDENT.

GOING TO SWIM TOMORROW IN THE LATE MORNING!!

Everything in moderation.

2009-07-04T14:00:00.003+08:00

Whole day wearing the stupid contacts were killing my eyes..
Super happy for my Accounting Result.

Transformer2, I LIKE I LIKE !!!!!
ICE AGE 3, I AM COMING I AM COMING !!!!

Silly me, knew that there wont be any carwash due to some people dont know how to publicitise in school, i woke up at 6plus AM in the morning, got ready and headed to school for a plate of noodle with curry veg and luncheon meat for breakfast. ended up slacking in the canteen, folding papers frantically for my group members to tear.

Ended up having Mac Donalds' for Lunch & slacked at the most weirdest place at westmall till my time is ripe to take the bus to meet Amanda. The girls were at ikea LATE!

Ate Meatballs & Chicken Wing again @ Ikea.

We even had Icecream Cone Together!

Pretty full, we all headed back in different buses. As usual, hate it for my place for being so Ulu as theres only 1 bus available there! hate it!! TRY TO COME ON 12TH JULY GIRLS :( will be much appreciated :D after that can go swimming if you want!!! Who wants?

I have already set, every friday after my I&E is completed. I will go swimming in the morning!!!!!

Prawns to eat for dinner!

2009-06-30T09:14:00.004+08:00

Saturday, a great achievment. The one and only Prawnie i catched the entire 3hours. Pathetic or not? Kenny drove me & Amanda to Taman Jurong to Prawn (: Its the one and only prawn that was HUGE! Not an easy task to prawn. It all ran away after it tug the rod! Super frustrating.Put in too much effort.

Anyway on a sunday, drove to Yew Tee CC for a Car Wash Fund Raising that was for my school module. My group members washed my sister's car too :) but obviously i had to give them the money!!! Sigh we all gone darker & we washed 2X Family cars in 3 hours! Tiring I swear. Damn shit. Another on this coming friday. I swear to even get darker!

All my results are being given back only the next lesson. Which was Really Very Heart-Racking.

So tired, but no sleep.

2009-06-27T12:34:00.004+08:00

HELP> Seriously speaking, i have difficulty in sleeping at night. after pass 10, i feel more energetic as ever. pass 12 even worst, my eyes arent closing. pass 2. finally, i feel a little lethargic. last but not least, i close my eyes and it seems like only a few minutes but not. It has passed 3am. what is wrong with me? should i migrate to the other side of the globe just to fit my sleeping time. oh shit. this is why everyday i got to set my alarm clock making sure my sleep dont go pass 9 hours, when i use to sleep 10-14 hours during the holidays if there aint any activites the next day.

Another pig day. after dinner, headed to swensen for another round. what the shit? i think we need to do some exercise already. ah just for say, i dont do exercising. no time! cant wait! I think i need to brush up on my assignments which i dont know how am i going to start. No time to waste i shall go bath.

It isnt fair why republic polytechnic get to have another 7 days of holiday while others dont. comeon, we do have friends at rp! isnt it best to quarantine ourself too? Pray that tomorrow doesnt rain a single raindrop. Carwash at from 8.30am at Yew Tee CC. Be there with your car if you wish it to be sparkling clean. its only 5dollars per wash. Even better than those 'ah-nehs' who washed your car. We'll be dead tired after everything. Worst of all, the next day would be SCHOOL DAY! which means, no fun day on the last day of holiday. pretty sad huh. i hope i dont lost my way going to yew tee cc with my sister's mini car!

What for getting a liscence when you dont know the road in singapore? right?! oh maybe just because it gives me a sense of accomplishment. -hey, thats right!

strange or what, i think no one is more afraid than my family. My sister works in SGH dealing with all kinds of medicines and what if she has the h1n1 virus got from the hospital!!!!!! hahahaha. just so kidding.

Shall get ready!

Foodies!

2009-06-23T20:18:00.003+08:00

Stayover fun. Mahjong with cheesecake specially made by A. Drove to KAP and we started acting like a bunch of idiots at the Drive-Through Macdonalds. We were wondering why the speaker we speaked to order didnt answer back. and J. started screaming at it. & i kept knocking. Embarrassing to say, it was 2am in the morning, obviously we didnt use our brain that we got to order from the most front station because its night shift. & we just realise all those actions done at the speaker, theres camera! Holyshit. We sat at A's house void deck & ate all our suppers. 4am in the morning & we were about to leave A's place. J & S stayed over at my place. We watched War of the World again. All of us were dozing off & lights off at 6.30am.

Ystd i couldnt even sleep till 4am! which led to another dead day. Horrible, totally horrible.

Meatballs!! , Chicken Wings!!, Baked Chicken with Salad! @ Ikea today!!! Shag fuck. Another great day awaits me tomorrow, can't wait. Wanton Mee @ Holland v!!

Bloated Bodoh !

I think i am being a such a pig.

Many more but these are thy few.

2009-06-21T16:18:00.004+08:00

So excited. my lovelies are finally heading to my house for sleepover girly night!! Changed of plans, before was suppose to head to opq's place but ended up she having stomach flu :( so my house was next. mahjong , movie marathon! hey what about a drive down to kap :x to dabao in the middle of the night :) dont say i never drive you guys! I think in 7 years of closely related friendship, i think its the first time one of the girls stayed at my place. the other 2 had had stayed before. cool! pillow fights!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

two things been craving for badly, meatballs @ Ikea & Cream Puff. Dont worry, help is on the way on tuesday! shall kill all those deadly cravings. So much cravings waiting for me helplessly. my stomach is calling. so are my acidic gastric juices. Tuesday shall kill it all! It seems like i am the pregnant woman waiting for her husband to get all those good food served infront.

Fuck both, so far just to get meatballs and creampuff!! How i wish i'd moved to queensway straight away with all the money in the world just by living to earn money. Cool.

People smoke to relieve stress, some others smoke just for the sake of friends. What about you? What if you were to smoke, what is the reason for harming oneself. Would it be a good reason?

I am going deaf.

2009-06-20T13:48:00.004+08:00

Loving everything i did during my holidays. Finally a time on my own, just for me, Me and Only Me!!!!!!!!!!!

Definetly loving today as i finally had a filled of 11 hours of sleep! always getting 7-8 hours only. Very tiring. Loved that 3 days. Passed so fast. Oh yes, we again found another horrible side of someone, we all felt so betrayed. oh well, thats her! You know I really had my fun having all the time in the world with my lovelies. from morning to night filled with activities, having icecream for supper & miss that sharing of all kinds of secret to each other. just that i really hate taking bus when I waited for fucking long just to get up my bus when all were gone, up on their own buses.

Sister and her friends are baking lemon cake which had their voices waking me up in the middle of my 11hours. Just imagine how loud they were when I was on the second floor while they were either on the third or the first.

How frustating.

Owing is not a good thing but they just carry on with their daily life. Getting things they want NOT need. how about returning everything first, unless its a need, i will forgive you. At least my daddy & mommy taught me that owing is bad! Whose the baddie now.

I love them

2009-06-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

I think eating beancurd after the filling dinner that the chef wipped up was awesome. Just that i think we had an equally bond between all of us.. friendship is worth it. i love them, my friends.

As Years Goes By, Everything Changes For The Better.
The world globe in your room revolve round and round just that you never knew. Gravitational is the answer.

With Many Love.

The bus ride home with many 'ah-nehs' rocks right girls? just imagine the look on our faces when one touches us accidentally.

Laselle.

A Day Till The Anxiety Hits Me.

2009-06-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

Its been just 3 days ago since i started gathering and printing notes for my Common Test tomorrow. Anxious or not, i am, and i will not stop till my ct are over. counting down to 4 papers. The only thing i am pretty glad of is all of them are in the late afternoon so that means i get to sleep longer and prepare more on that day. yipee!!!!!!

Definetly more revision is needed for me as i didnt get much into my head. I am planning to get everything into my head just the day before each paper. So i think, the rush in me is making me puke. Therefore retail therapy is needed. I just cleared all most of my white clothings out of my ever expanding wadrobe.

Cant wait for everything to be over so i can get to spend so much time with everyone!! Just a short 2 weeks but there maybe 2 days or more i will need to spend time crying over my assignments that left undone or even wrong at the first place when i submitted it. Its to be dued after my hols.

oh crap

Sunday....why was everyone in hongkong cafe that day? lol!

Retail therapy to me is sex!

Falling Into A Deep Ocean of Phlemgne.

2009-05-26T08:43:00.004+08:00

It sucks right now, i am falling sick! like everybody else around me. thankgod i lasted quite awhile than anybody else.. but to my family, i am one of the weaklings that always fall into a serious sickness that left everyone panicking. Eventhough i thought i might be alright sticking around school, but i have noticed my immune system is deteoriating fast, you know why? because - i have a lump on my throat, which means i am coming down with a fever fast! by the end of this morning break, i would be dying wanting to go home from school. My b had gone to get panadols for me, yet i am still so reluctant and stubborn to not wanting to go home and not wanting to take care of myself till i really fall sick. damn cold rock, it must be cold rock(regular) mixed with chocolate mint & Peanut butter icecream w/ brownie&fudge added as a topping. After that with nuggets and fried wanton shared with John. How terrible. It must be because of that! asshole... now time to smash the panadol!!!

yes i know, i always blame the food instead of myself :P

Bbq, Complains, Just tired.

2009-05-21T19:35:00.004+08:00

The worst part of this week, I am lack of funds... Anyway KRIS WON IN AMERICAN IDOL! (MORNING RESULT) , thats how i knew.

Pity me? well yea, you should.

Thursday morning, 'hey lets bbq'! "when?" "TONIGHT!" "ON!" shiok bo? Justin gave John a ride back home during break and booked the barbeque pit. after school everyone packed their bags and went home to put stuff down while syu, jol, john went to buy food. John spammed his dslr. comfirm a few hundreds of pictures at least. Worst of all, had to dragged myself up for school this morning, all of us had very little sleep this entire week. Wednesday was the day where we could sleep till Thursday, but end up activites blew our mind and ended up barbequeing. Jolene even cooked fried rice, lil blend though, but not a bad effort. Thanks my baby for barbequing the entire time for all of us! Justin and alvin did helped out. Danial? -_-

Projects come and go fast but others decided to keep piling. Accounting done just by a day of submission, yet another Accounting one will be soon asked to complete it. Database done with a rush. Now with Design Web Application Big Assignment to do, hate designing webpages. What A Mess!!!!!!!!!! What else more?

Tomorrow will be mahjong with girlfriends at night. T I R E D S I A

-fuck off if you really think that getting me involved will do you good. Serve you right too. both of you...

Mistress is back!

2009-05-16T14:56:00.004+08:00

ystd driving gave my b a big shock! I PARKED WITH EASE WITHOUT MY DAD!

after school met up with the girls at KAP for dinner and catching up time!

my license was here BUT! it was registered mail so noone was at home and now i have to go down the six avenue to collect my card! but my oh-so-good mother decided to help me collect it maybe on monday or tuesday.

Yes went to the airport to pick both my sister & mother at 1.30am. A phone call away is where you can reach me my dear girl. glad you felt much better after the long talk while i was waiting for the plane to land.

soooooooooooooooooooooo, my mother bought a Guess bag and two tops for me. the slipper she bought was a size smaller -_- And she almost bought the whole chocolate shop down, my fridge is now called the 'chocolate ~~factory~~ fridge'

Movie,gfStalker,Weather

2009-05-10T15:43:00.008+08:00

Last years OCTOBER.

Bumbed onto Sam at Apple shop in Wheelock on friday, hey you stalker! Dont you ever changed to not be my stalker? HAHAHAHAHAH! Love my New Havanas!

Movie
Taken on sat morning. Its been ages since i had a movie in the morning, because i dont like waking up early especially when you got the chance to sleep longer. shucks, hate the pistol gunshots. It was fucking loud. Story line was not bad. I WANT TO BE A SPY / PREVENTOR. Learn kungfu. Just a dream...

In 3 consecutive nights, around 5am! Lightening strikes while followed by a gush of wind which leads to a loud thud of thunder. Making me have sleepless nights, oh thankyou god of whatsoever weather. Crawling under my blanket with both ears shut by my index fingers. Eyes wide open, looking out for any strike of lightning bolt... Not Fun.

Driving to IMM later. cya!

ILOVEYOUNOMATTERWHAT. Really Busy schedule huh? i cant believe its coming out from my mouth but ITS OKAY :))))))))))))))))))))))))

In a girls point of view

2009-05-04T20:49:00.006+08:00

After reading one of my friend's blog, i totally agree, love is selfish and yet sacrificial of one is needed. Definetly, it gives me the inspiration to blog about Love.

Comeon, eventhough friends are important, there are some things you need to know, if you have ever been in love, you should know that love is what you call, something that has to put in all the effort and giving up some of your time from your friends which was previously all yours to the one and only.

Obviously, balancing both are still the best, if you can. Dont lie, you cant balance both, is either more to one side...depending on yourself. Some people sacrifise their friends to give all their time to their boyfriend while the other is hack care boyfriend, friends more important. Obviously both arent the way out to balancing one and another. Love is all about care and share, sometimes you need to sacrifise one of them to go with another. If you care for your friend, no point harping on this friendship to get better when you think that why everytime boyfriend. Put herself in your shoe, you wil totally understand.

But then again, friends have been in your whole entire life, you and your boyfriend were once friends. Friendships are longer then Relationships. Friends will forever be with you, side with you. New Relationships start later but will spend more time together in the near future, eg seeing each other everyday when you two built your own house with your own hands.

You love both your friends and your boyfriend, what do you do when both of them ask you out at the same year, same month, same day, same time? Nah - i wil choose depending on who i want to go out with.

p/s: i love my boyfriend okay!

p / s /s : My sister emailed my dad what she and my mother bought for me in US california!!! Top from Banana Republic and from GAP too. gosh i hope its gonna be as nice as the brand. hahaha! AND I HOPE THEY KNOW THAT I AM MUCH BIGGER SIZE THAN MY SISTER!!

And funny me, i woke up at 9.15 jumping out of my bed when my lesson starts at 10!!!!!! my alarm didnt ring at all. straight away called b! surprisingly i rushed till i was ready within 15 minutes! I jump out, pee-ed, brush teeth, shower, clothes on, contacts on and woooooshhh! ran down the stairs and out of my house!

77&61 = REACH SCHOOL AT 10.15! HAHAHA! SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Headache is killing me

2009-05-01T23:29:00.004+08:00

Why has school been so tiring these days? It never happened that many times when i was in year1, that i can rmb... but just in 2 short weeks,total lost. dwa can fuck my ass up instead of my v! acc giving me headache. db, ponponpon lah! ooad listen and do.

what the hell? so tiring. makes me want to go to bed everytime i drag my feet to my home and climb about 16 stairs up to my 2nd lvl. sometimes another 16 stairs up to 3rd lvl just to take things. These 2 weeks are going to be much more tiring, mother & sister at US > bet they will be quarantine as theres this swine flu going on > which is really really bad.

Now its headed to Asia... can i ever go to Bandung with my friends this coming June? and will i be able to go to US next year with my girlfriends? When will the Swine Flu stop? if its similar to the SARS situation, i bet its impossible ...

Anyway had picnic at Botanic Garden with my girls .......... in the late afternoon, Towned at night..

Srsly broke, need to save ...... mother not around to give me money! father? dare not ask :)

End up i cant curb my thirst for shopping. My pillow is calling me, so is my bolster. Need sleep badly.Going out tmrw, Goodnight people! (:

driving test 2nd.

2009-04-24T19:29:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY ,ON MY SECOND ATTEMPT, I PASSED MY TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!
HAPPY NOT! I CAN DRIVE NOW! FREAKIN' HAPPY!

i love malays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! p/s: because they are more lenient as a tester(:

i had the biggest smile ever today.

thanks to myb,alvin,jolene,john for being there at bbdc to support! thankyouthankyou! Me and myb were late for class for 2 hour lol! just to get my darn paper license first we waited for 3hours beacuse its lunch hour and theres many people there queueing up and only a counter is open! usually there is 3. my god.

plus the weather was friggin' hot as well. ... i suppose when youre under the hot scorching sun, you would start cursing and swearing just like what myb did to one guy who oppose us by standing infront of us to hail a cab when we were there first.

and yes he did hurl at that guy, example ' wor zuo tian fcuk ni mother uh, ccb. ' (if i am not wrong)..

end up that guy stare at me instead of him -___-

sentosa

2009-04-19T21:24:00.004+08:00

SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
school is starting tmr, and it suck.

you want to know why? because! i am in a difference class with my ngee ann clique! for accountancy! i am super duper fucking sian. i dare not post up the other photoes! later those girls will kill me if i post up their one on one picture which i choose might be unglam LOL! so you may go to their blogs and see their one on one photoes :D hehe! ......

i am fucking sian...

16April I Turn 19!

2009-04-17T19:09:00.007+08:00

Sorry been so busy! Thankyou all whom many wished me :) I cant wait to turn 20 next year! seriously!!! I dont know why but i wish to have a 2 infront instead of a 1. So exciting!!

busy busy busy... 14April celebrated at Marina Square with the girls! i will post those pictures up sooner, as i only got a few .. but hell it was fun camwhoring with the girls at esplanade.. not all are being sent to be yet so be patient. while on the other hand, i have my own camera which was brought out on the day on my birthday 16April... To Vivo with my bf and clubbing with Alvin and sam as well.

15April went to Tampinese 1 mall - the new mall located at a veryvery far place!but just beside the mrt station!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went with my mommy, and went home with John & Jolene. Got some catching up to do.

16April, My bf cabbbed me down to Vivo & we shopped! And we ate at Thai Accent which was gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood! He gave me a SK necklace with a mini scrapbook. uh i love it so much. We obviously slack at Vivo, having 1 on 1 time alone near the seaside was extremly romantic also! hahaha! yea its coming out from my mouth!

Club at Double-O, Obar. gosh its soooooo fun... sorry baby! i wont do it again :( Sam stayed over at my house that night! It was freaking funny to see how she take out her contact lens. And we only manage to sleep at 5am :( and freaking got to wake up at 12.30pm just to GO TO SCHOOOL!

my stomach is upset!! I had a great night!

PLEASE IGNORE THE TIMING ON THE PHOTOES! SHUCKS I DONT KNOW HOW TO RESET IT, IT HAD EVEN THE WRONG TIME! STUPID CAMERA!!!

so candid can!!! im rich im rich!

DANCING AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

SAM, you gotta thank me and enghui man for this picture!!!!!
THIS ANGMOH WAS LIKE SPEAKING TO US IN SLANG CHINESE!
EG. ' WO AI NI MEN, GAN BEI !! '

After the second dance period.... look at our sweat!!! the guys shirt were drenched too! Just that obviously mine was more obvious ...

STOP LAUGHING.. I KNOW MY CHEST AREA IS SOAKED. LOL.

HOT NIGHT. ADIOS! I got driving tmrw .........

Filled with happiness.

2009-04-13T20:48:00.005+08:00

I got no lunch tmrw after my driving which ends at 8.40AM.... i feel like dying... so sad right? eating alone outside? i bet you hate it too. yes and my brown headband i bought it with amanda at Diva broke! i havent wore it once! my 9bucks!!!@

With sam, we got colour contacts!shiok bo! grey,green,hazel,brown,blue. shiokshiok! cost a bomb!!

and even spotted Jocelyn & Luke.

It was good meeting up for a couple of hours to see a smile on his face when you go up to him. sigh. such wonders make me on cloud nine.

The best thing of the day on 13th April?

at 7pm, Daddy brought us to Courts and see TV.

I GOT A NEW LCD FLAT SCREEN 32" TV! MY GOSH! I need to push my table all the way in just to make space for this TV. its coming in tmrw! by the time i am back from celebration with the girls at MS. i see that in my room <3

me and my sister got one each.
HAPPY FOR ME ANOT!

Sam > thursday club. tell you more soon.

The week before school reopens.

2009-04-11T13:57:00.004+08:00

Been so sleepy this few days without any of my round the clock sleep. Recently Marina Square is being such a asshole, it made me and amanda spent like we made million bucks. obviously we spent on things which are not meant for ourself. alright maybe half half.

Hows that that you got to take up the same routine all over again after failing your very first TP. Waking up before dawn, getting into my form and tadah- i am at bbdc circuit at 7am! at least i get to spend my day with my baby. It takes away most of the frowning after driving.

Later some of friends are tonning over at my place for some gambling. I hope i will have the energy to go out on sunday to meet my dearest two girls for dinner. Perhaps i might just sleep throughout. I have a really pack schedule to do, which includes out & Gossip girl episodes to finish till school reopens next week!

hiphip hooray!!!!!!! my birthday is coming -_-

I never felt so lethargic in the world before after much considerations. I was even replying walltowall conversation with two most funniest person in my life for about 2hrs. Spamming in facebook aint fun, Its hell lots of fun!(;

Happy Birthday Ding Ding(18)!

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happpy BIRTHDAY to DINGDING!
Happy birthday to you!

Sick.

2009-04-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

Huge exclamation mark with a huge question mark. How did i come down with fever. disturbing?useless? ha.ha.ha!

alvinW says smile makes recovery happier. I suppose it might work.

So don't make me unhappy at my sick period. i feel like noone in my family cares. Anyway perhaps its not the time to grumble much about it because i am already old enough to take care of my ownself rather then to rely on my mom when i am sick.

Had cold rock ystd and i couldnt finish my icecream. such a total waste. So fun cs-ing again with my cs-ing partners.

Happy happy happy 3

2009-03-29T14:23:00.007+08:00

Saturday night out with girlfriends at Hard Rock Cafe. uhh, you'll never know how much i appreciate spending fun time with them. Giggling to stories that each of us told. Jokes with tingling sensation to be said. True friends which last us for going 7 years. 7 years i said! With those failures you had, they are always beside you, comforting and much more comforting. eg Relationships/Exams/Competitions...

Today says.... happyhappyhappy three, rock on baby!

Loved by your love one, treasured by your true friends, living under the same roof with people who share the same bloody ties, play a fool with my adorable yet don't look like a chihuahua species. I suddenly feel so delighted in this world. I have not lost any.

So is that so? i want happiness and prosperity, progress for our nation. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so accomplished yesterday. I walked home at night on my own! omg? scary but well much prepared now for future endurance.

Sleep, Out, Matters

2009-03-27T01:06:00.004+08:00

I am so deprived from sleep. Due to lack of good quality sleep with the undying alarm which woke me up at 7.19am. I glared at the alarm tone which was freaking me out. Jumped out of bed, next thing you thought would be throwing the damn harmless object out of the window. Prevent that from happening, I gently tapped the object and had my faced so black and went back to my bed...

It was calling me .........

I was on cloud nine when i woke up by my soothing tune of piano tone when i knew it was time to meet my dearest. I guess i was dying from fatigue, the symptoms that i declare, on my own, is laughing, as if i had laughing gas stucked up right into my nostrils. funny? I would laugh at every single thing including an object which is doing nothing. or a person who is doing what he/she has to do. A slight movement or anything that comes out from a mouth would make me giggle like fuck! next thing you know, you're losing weight from all those laughters and it makes me want to be a kid again! You?

I can think again, twice a week is all i need. maybe thrice would be great. Inconsolable. Must do to justice, make a week to more than 7 days!

Kanchiong over some matters just now, giving me a hard time you idiot matter. School? or Driving Test. now i got to fight for my School time slot.. shall not talk about it .... thanks to alvinwang i finally understood how to fight for it, camp as if i was going for a war (quoted by johnpang)

A Week Schedule

2009-03-24T14:50:00.016+08:00

Bf home, Receive results on Tennis day, Start of driving lessons again, Dimsum with family, Marina Square to movie Paul Blart Mall Cop after dinner.

Alright talking about result, PASS. During the Tennis day at John's Condo... i went to his house to check my GPA (: i started screaming in shock, deprove by 0.1.... Met with John's Secondary School friends & we all tennised together. John you bastard, you bought a freaking D90 DSLR for 1988bucks! Oh dear, we took many many pictures. Only myself, boyfriend and john took over 390,000KB of pictures.(it freaking took me 4 hours of transfer of pictures) havent even include those of his secondary school friends.

Obviously im not an idiot to post all of those up. only a few will be posted up.

My driving instructor first thing in the morning he blabbered ' Hao Jiu Bu Jian ' (:

Finally a rest day today & tomorrow... driving and lunch ..........................................

my boy just had a more obvious mohawk.

Wished you understood, its not always you gain but sometimes you got to lose. Perhaps time will show that it may be right or it may be wrong. Without any long hesitations, I will keep up in mind... that i may be second in line. Its the truth as its been shown. Who will you save and it will come to known. It or Me? Talks are what one will do, actions will come last when its only been forced. Talks are dirty and cheap while actions are precious and freshly remembered. An apologic word is what i always get. Sigh and than dissappear till next morning is what it seem to always work daily...
©Jerfen

fly munney fly!

2009-03-18T16:35:00.004+08:00

Miss me not? - uhhh, remember those days when you used to use such phrases & wah-la, now you are not into those now?

Out to town with Sam after her work & guess what? we bumbed into the 4 heavenly Ks and Yuquan at town. sat down and ate 'dinner' tgt & had our catch up.

After that headed to near Kismis to meet with him. chat all night long and walked home together! solid 1 half hour was gooooooooood. i swear i couldnt stop grinning from ear to ear ...

100 monneyy flew like noone business? how to earn? i pray for it to drop.

I wonder how i score for my exams. i pray this friday i would be happily hitting the tennis balls with people instead of against the wall ( obviously meant i am not happy at all ).

Boooo spots go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. no dengue noooo! not going see doctor noooooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!

stayover followed by MJ

2009-03-16T15:17:00.003+08:00

3 harsh stayover nights with many many new things we discovered together. Felt so comfortable, fun, loving, care and many more. Caught Marley & Me. Super touching that i cried. this is so embarrassing... Done many things together... Chilly Crabbing in the middle of the night... thats so sinful... wii-ing ..... squeezing on one small bed..

And happy birthday to Jolene Poh(18) & Alex Aw(21).

Met Sam for dinner at wm and mahjong at Opq's place after that, gosh her new house even i stood outside, my jaws were opened widely. but we ended up mahjonging at her old house. so fun, they all taught me how to play mahjong til i could manage on my own without opq's bf ...... :) omg? mac at 2am? sinful ... gosh we played like 4 rounds till 3.30am !!!!!!!!!!! so addictive! i swear i would want a game again with them!!

Ystd again acc sister to Sim Lim to get her new PDA. 999bucks lol!!!! well its being said as the best pda currently. full touch screen, so jealous !!!!!!! Sister than treat parents and i to a seafood restaurant at Turf City :)

Gosh i need to have one work out day. TENNIS!

Steamboat girltime

2009-02-28T01:50:00.001+08:00

Just now, instead of heading to Marche, we headed for Steamboat @ Vivo. Omg, the Tomyam soup base was really really good till we refilled the entire half pot like 2-3times? so amazing right? even i, who dont really fancy spicy stuffs, drank the soup too. Just that i had sausages lips that night. And Joce & I shared the Lover's Cup for 5bucks , its more like a jug. Wait till you see one of those pictures of the Jug.

Darn, spent 60plus bucks already just alone going out like this. How to survive like that?

Camwhored like mad & yeap i am so going to trim my fringe, its horrifying now. sat from 9pm-10plus on the rooftop of Vivo. ahhhh - had fun REAL FUN.

He came down to bukitbatok interchange just to meet me to cab me back as theres no 77 at 11.30pm!!! idiot SMRT BUS. He's such sweet boy. As what Joce say, complain to SMRT why bus77 last bus that leaves bb interchange so darn early! like 10.45pm?

and my dearest brother begged me to buy Mac for him. urgh...

look how huge that Lover's Cup is?

i need rot @home due to lack of funds provided to me... (:

Over-exam

2009-02-26T19:47:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over, due to the hectic schedule, i didnt manage to update a single thing. & end up failing my drivint test due to one fucking taxi that caused me to almost had an accident. oh well, obviously taking school will be much better as private for driving will not allowed to pass unless near perfect. well i know now, i should have taken school for driving.

Holidays are here and i am not looking forward to it, no job? nothing to do. Need money. Anyway i am heading to Kuala Lumpur next week for 3 days for shopping purposes. I need things to do, girls! i want to go swimming (:

p/s: anyone knows when will be get our examination results?

Here I Go Again.

2009-02-11T22:52:00.004+08:00

Here I Go Again ... In Dilemma

Its not like as if i have not been in an exam hall before, why scared? Jer uh Jer, tremble for what? You can do it. Even as if you know you cant get a perfect cert with straight "Ae's". It's not as if i have gone down the road without any cert? I took Os. If i were to drop out of school. Exams are near, so is my driving test. Sunday, pathetically, i have driving at circuit at FREAKING 7am. punch me please......

Well about the love blossom for Horse Year. So True. Sorry, but I know that you deserve a better girl than me .... because i love him, my baby. and thats it.

Days before, met with the girls and went to Manhattan Fish Market at PS. We talked as if we didnt met for donkey ages. They said Horse year, prepare for love blossoms and there's third party.

Thanks baby for the swatch watch. &please love the Tees.

There i go again.. moaning & whinning around like a real bitch complaining that i must pass my Traffic Police Test. One of my classmate passed hers! i am so gonna drive! its coming....

note it down and come for morale support. 21stfeb

family

2009-02-05T08:03:00.004+08:00

Lazy to use photobucket, so don't mind those few pictures being teeny-tiny small.

My sister brought her camera along.

okay thats my brother's new girlfriend.

we all went to Raffles CRC, met with my dad's good friend and Lao-ed yusheng on Sunday. Siblings talked among each others and parents talked among themselves. How boring can that be? The food? okay only..

i am a fussy eater.

p/s get me a new camera if you find yourself too rich.

can someone tell me how to do some programming. fuck not done and need to finish by friday! Monday one exam paper on that! and let me see 23rd and 25th theres another exam going on.

Give me a break!

Sushi Teh birthday celebration

2009-01-30T22:44:00.005+08:00

Pictures on Sushi Teh.. till s$99.20

They just love to tickle me with jokes that has to do with me sometimes. Meaning they love to bring me into their joke. wth. John & Alvin *paid the dinner.

:)

I gave a Blue Topman Jacket(: damn it, see lah my dearest baby! I actually wanted a electric blue jacket too!! And now i cant believe it, youre actually wearing it. wth... you super heng its not the blue i wanted! HA!

bloody hell .... turn 19 so fast.! :)

Wed cny (long post)

2009-01-30T09:44:00.008+08:00

No school on Wed, i was happy.
Cny visiting from Woodland to Hougang to Tohtuck to Upp Bukit Timah.

Wanted to rent a car but by the time we went to the shop at Serangoon after Alvin's house from Hougang. The shop has closed down, we were very moody. Our travelling time is like in space.. it seems like it took ages to complete some houses. We were suppose to head to Jolene's place at the night but it was pretty late & we had school.

MY idiotic Chuchu bit me while i snatched her food away. My mother pratically just whacked my dog continuously while it kept running away from her.

NOW I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH MY DOG FOR AT LEAST 2 DAYS!

Thursday headed to Town..... Sushi Teh.
Happy birthday to you, Enghui!!
happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!

(pictures to Town another day)
(today just wed cny w/ friends)

pms

2009-01-23T10:41:00.004+08:00

I am sorry for the lack of updates. I too don't want to have such a blog which is stagment. But before cny i will not be updating any.. Been really busy this few days.

To-Do-List
1. Complete my Programming.
2. Complete IS module Proposal (x100000 pgs)
3. Complete IS module Self-Reflection 300wds.
4. Complete IS module Project weightage.
5. Plan for Presentation for IS module.

IS YOU SUCK MY LIFE.

Completed
1. Website
2. Business information System Presentation

sadded thing is its friday, its the day which i normally go out and have fun but the sad thing is I am so not going out today. First reason is because my Girlfs wont be able to make it. Amanda again cant make it -.- as usual. Sam has her briefing at night. So yes. Second reason is my poly friends all have their own outings so why not i just go home and complete my "To-Do-List" isnt that great so i dont need to be panicking on the completion of all of those.

ah shit you all...

First day

2009-01-05T14:13:00.002+08:00

It's the freaking first day at school, and im starting to feel fucking bored :)

Sharing our experience during our holiday and sharing of photoes were pretty awesome esp Jol's entire hols. kay........

Everyone is having monday blues and i know i know, it totally suck.

Some people have new hairstyles while some just look the same. while John is heading to the gym after school and everyone seems so excited for him whether he had gained any big muscles.. but he claims he only had 4 sessions only..

Goodbye people.

The Arena Clarke Quay.

2009-01-02T14:20:00.009+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I swear to god never to go clubbing again ..... after drinking 3 cups i puked thrice ..... the third time was thanks to the cab driver. Yes yes i did pour too much vodka...

i know i know, i am stupid ... i poured like 1/2 cup vodka & 1/2 cup mixer. It meant to be lesser lols! and i was suppose to stop at the second cup but i felt i was alright.

but then ..... well after much dancing around and shaking head due to my giddyness... i went bonkers. drunk. puking .on sam's friend. (the two guys who helped me out of that club)

yes i felt horrible .... the entire day. I slept on the street for like nearly 2 hours unable to move and got frustrated by any loud sounds.

i banged my head on the railing as well and it hurts after the alcohol wore off. so numb ... freaklingly reached friend's house at 4.30am! couldnt get a freaking single cab till we walked to Raffles Mrt and tried calling for one.

idiot cab. i hate you! you make me puke again!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! and my stomach felt really horrible and i managed to crawl my way back home in the evening. ahhhhhh home sweet home!!!

played Wii at Jocelyn's house.. it was omgggggggggggggg! hell fun!!!

*p/s sorry for making you ps your friends! and sorry my girls as you guys have to leave early :( i felt stupid to be drunk just before new year! roar!!!!!!!!!

5n3 gathering

2008-12-30T01:02:00.003+08:00

Sakura buffet for dinner on 27th December. Its been a long time since i last saw all of them. Moreover the school are starting soon or for some school has started. Well at least i get to see them before my school starts on 5th January 2009.

Ohla, going drinking with my fav girlfriends on New Year Eve. I think i just love them dearly.

Another late bunch of photoes on 27th December,

opq, so long didnt see her like maybe a year? wow...

oh my gosh, ive received sms from Jolene that she won lots of money at a casion in Macau. I dont want reply incase need to pay since she is overseas :X

Towned

2008-12-23T17:48:00.003+08:00

I AM LAZY TO TYPE (:

We chilled at Balcony for a sip of Champange, Gin & Martini.

why is photobucket so annoying... it also kinda makes my pictures more blur then it suppose to be.

Complains

2008-12-20T20:12:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh okay i decided to post again because i need to complain!

i spent 80bucks already !!!! noooooooooooo

alright, the real deal. Today i had to wake up at 5.30am to freakingly get dressed and bath before heading out to BBDC. my teacher really was on the DOT.

The circuit was pretty difficult!!!!!!!!!! ahh so narrow. i hit the curb once! & tmrw again im waking up at the same time !! fucking early..

Twilight was good.
Jurong Point has extended.
I am so tired.

outoutoutoutout but have no place to goooooooo. Singapore is so boring !!!

fallen

2008-12-18T19:52:00.004+08:00

hello-my-dearest-earthlings,

I have an urge to go Malaysia suddenly :] uh.
i fell down at Rail Mall to go to coldstorage w/ John & Enghui. We were suppose to play Tennis again with Jolene and Justin, but those two couldnt make it. Obviously we were too lazy to play so we decided to bake brownie.

(oh sam if you see this eventhough youre at camp .. i think the brownie i bought was only 6.20? but i dont think it was the one Jocelyn bought, i couldnt find it. )

At Rail Mall, while walking up that 3 steps, i tripped and fell onto John luckily he was infront of me if not by now i would have been having concussion. And i would have fell even further if Enghui didnt grab onto me. my knee would have bleeded as well.

now i cant wear shoe or pumps which is really saddening because my toe area bled.

:[

my girlfs all seemed so busy :( oh well..

CT over.

2008-12-13T14:28:00.002+08:00

Finally its over yet i dont feel that delighted as used to. Last few terms and last few exams and common test, when its over i felt like i was on cloud 9. but this CT, it felt really like normal school days with desperation for answers. i think i would do badly. i admit i didnt work as hard as i used to. maybe due to influencial friends, or maybe the environment changed. many obstacles to overcome in my room such as the laptop (Msn, pets society), tv.. way too many tv programs from 7-11pm

towned to eat famous wanton mee and headed to John condo (xbox-ing, pets societying, cs-ing) till late night.

oh well its over(: time to relax.
p/s Dear sam, hope you're doing okay. broading over those matter is normal. take care gf.

2008-12-03T14:38:00.005+08:00

I am fucking sian. I had seen two freaking nice bag at Anchorpoint today, and I cant possibly get two bags at the same fucking time right? One is a rainbow type of basket bag which J.p said it was pretty. And while getting out of the shop, i had seen a bag which is in green in colour if i can remember, it has faces on it. Those faces werent clear ( i think they were black & white ) !argh

alright its time to get back for my lesson & was late. so wrong to get into the shop at Anchor point. so wrong. totally wrong. Argh! I need to save... save... save..... Goodbye for now. Oh yes happy birthday to the Twins. And few days ago went to Marina Sq/Citylink to celebrate A.f's birthday. I am really glad she loves the bag we bought for her.

brownie was so great lah - J.s

I want to bake brownie too :[
I want to get rid of that horrible top attached with a nice skirt which i bought from scarletrm. Cut away the top & sew the eleastic band in the bottom part to make it into a skirt. Isn't it just so cool? = Sewing Machine + Technique ( I know it none )

Was smsing J.p during Cats Module Just Two Rows back - Our Dream Car

Mine ( Hot pink Mazda 3 )
J.p ( Red Mini Couper )

I can imagine Mini Couper being filled with Pooh (including the front and passenger seat, maybe the boot) & I, with hot pink Mazda3 tagging behind w/ E.h & John in my car ( p/s Jol's car wouldnt have space for those two because of the Pooh Bears) Obviously, i do not know the way even theres the GPS system.

Mac

2008-11-22T18:36:00.005+08:00

Had much fun with the girls. but there wasnt Amanda. camwhore like mad. Went near Old School's playground. but seriously i dont miss Bukit View but i miss my life in there pretty much.There was this drunk bangala walking at the dark alley with us. Jocelyn got freaked out and shouted to sam wait up! because sam was walking way infront. So this bangala came and said " no need scared no need scared !!! " Then went to Sam & mumbled your friends call you go behind. no need scared X.X

Anyway i passed my final theory!! Took it with Enghui. said part he failed. well he got the harder paper. Now rushing like mad for our website to be done. Its freaking alot of things to do and this John is taking his own sweet time doing up his part. We have yet to compile everything. And new assignment is assigned! wth?

life is getting much tougher.

what?

2008-11-17T19:27:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming & yet i dont know what or where will i be. its a holiday which i spend like other normal public holidays while the other christians & catholics celebrate their X'mas .... .....

i pray that i will pass my Final Theory Test :\

Many things are going through my head right now and its going to burst. When is my turn to drive? I am still far away from passing my Traffic Police test. & much worst is that my mother took 8 times just to pass her driving. but those times were cheap so its pretty alright to fail. If im not wrong the TP test would cost be 120$. fail? my a/c would deduct another 120$ for the next TP.

Oh my god.

i do not wish for the pain in my wound. it hurts to feel the ache all day long in school. i wish i werent i woman so i will not suffer. ive lost weight, was it due to the excessive blood lost or issit just me who just was too stress that i lost weight?

Last few days or weeks.

2008-11-13T20:39:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday Justinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny.

TMD, i didnt know there was test.

Today watched madagascar2 - i dislike it. restless.

Interschool Basketball.

2008-11-08T14:42:00.002+08:00

Wednesday Thursday Friday ICT kept playing basketball in the interschool competition. Finally got into the Finals after beating Business school team. After a fought with Mechanical Engineering team, ICT lost. So ICT got in second.

but congratulation. you guys got in 2nd. even though u guys fought hard against ME on thursday and you all won but maybe friday wasnt the day for you guys. but at least you beat other schools.

so congrats to Alvin, Enghui, Mark & Jerry.

many got injuries. like alvin, enghui and jerry. ankle sprained?bleeding from old injury?Dislocation of arm? damn.. you guys are P-O-W-E-R.

Friday - Halloween.

2008-11-02T21:06:00.004+08:00

Friday was Halloween. As usual went to John's condo & Tennis. Heres some pictures on that day. as well as Thursday firedrill!

As it was Halloween; we all came in black. okay more like we 5.

yea lah yea lah, i am heavy!

&&&&

Jolene,Enghui,John came to my house today. it was super boring...
Ate Prata @ TohYiDrive after Jolene went home.

driving lessons tmrw :{

Astons

2008-11-01T17:43:00.007+08:00

What happen on thursday was firedrill ... & then Town &

Astons @ The Cathay.

muahahaha it was goooooooood.

ohoh new face right? thats Alvin Wang year 2 in IT. Jolene's friend.

this enghui didnt know how to use a camera in the form where you get to take your ownself & he tried many many serveral times but some of those were a failure ...

John just like used his tonue and like tried to kiss the Root Beer bottle which he is in love with. damn hilarious. He has a long tongue which love licking things & all of them were jealous that i could twirl my tongue so easily and quick ...
This girl seemed drunk.

Camwhore like mad .... siao cha bos.

im itching to shop AGAIN!

Friday which was ystd ....

tennis @ john's condo as usual.

was pretty fumed at my tennis style...

cabbed back & wahlah homed @ 11pm ! just nice survivor!

firedrill

2008-10-30T10:43:00.004+08:00

sorry but this is a pretty late post. (:

went out with the girls last sunday to Newyork Newyork.

Sam's dad is being kind enough to fetch us back {:

Today had fire drill, its pretty interesting yet hot. Amanda told me ystd she had firedrill and saw Chow still having his labcoat on. haha! firemen showed us how to extinguish a hot flame using different types of extinguisher! ( H20 & CO2 )

eyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Tennis, tennis & more tennis. Tuesday tennis for 4 hours.

Tennis On Fri & Sat

2008-10-25T22:30:00.007+08:00

Tennis on Friday & Saturday with my polymates with Jolene,John,Enghui,Alvin & Justin but Alvin couldnt make it today :( only yesterday night ....

Theres no pictures for friday night ... but theres below which is taken just now!!

we were baked under the scorching sun at 2-4pm :{ it is pretty hot. & guess what ... i got dragged down by the guys in the Jacuzzi. yeayea with my shirt, panties, bra, shorts on!!

Anyway today both days of training were pretty vigourous ...
I think i should camp at John's Condo From Friday to Saturday everyweek from now onwards.

Practically for the whole day we are at his house eating ... tennis-ing ... badmintonning ... getting drench in the pool ... ahhh this is so fun.. i must train my tennis well! even if it hurts my blister caused by the racket ...

shit i have enough of running in the sun for today...

urgh ..

i like this very much. thankyou Jolene .. i know you love me thats why keep taking many pictures of my today !!! hhahaah! even though i was wiping my sweat off.

100 Plus, the perfect soda after a match under the basking sun.

"Johny Johny"

pretty Justin ..

Jolene!!! This is the Only picture with you alone!!!

Enghui, that nehneh .. Dont Slice .. I cant hit back!!

Another pretty tin tin !!

John & Jolene VS Justin & Jerfen ( J'sssssssss)

wahlau stop your nonsense!!

see see can you see? SEE THAT I AM OF THE GROUND!

First day for tennis

2008-10-21T19:53:00.006+08:00

had a hard time cutting this little dino to match my background. stupid paint.

Tennis for today.... its pretty tough i must say. After all those swinging of the heavy bats & the running, i had blisters on my right thumb :{

Me,Enghui, Jolene & Jolene's Friend(Paul) played doubles after got picked out by the Coach to start training and leave the basics.

i guess we were a lil better then the rest :P

but trust me, it aint easy.. my arms were aching and so is my wrist .... ... when getting hold on the racket and making it swing .. you're not suppose to move your wrist as you might get hurt , but the big problem is everyone is using their wrist .. very hard to control. its so not like table tennis.

Under the sun till i got a little tan.

Jolene fell asleep while Enghui and I were surfing the net at my living room.

More big assignments and projects are heading my way. damn shitty...

looking forward to tennis & swimming on sat at john's condo. Sun w/ my girls. Mon's driving & heading to novena velocity to take pictures for some assignment done by end of next week. sadded.